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[07 Feb 2009|09:06am] |
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Sorry I haven't been posting on here or keeping in touch with anyone. If anyone feels like chatting, you can give me a call at 541-990-2138. I might not answer, depending on if I am working or in the middle of something. Just leave your name and number and I will call you back.
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(2 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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[10 Aug 2007|09:02pm] |
Just posting to say I'm still alive....
I think I might start posting on here again more...
Not sure....
BOOBS!
Oh, and hi everyone!
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(Death Wish)
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[25 Jul 2006|10:11am] |
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Well, I know I said I wouldn't be updating much on here, but I lied. I would like to get in contact with a bunch of people again, so I may as well say on here and post from time to time.
However, if anyone would like to call me in the next few days, I would love to hear from you since happy voices would be good. Today wouldn't be that good a day, but the rest of the week would be awesome.
My reasoning for this is that my mother called me last night after a fun weekend of drinking, camping, and being a pirate, to let me know that my dog had died of heart stroke. As such, I have been crying off and on since that fateful call.
RIP Hunter, RIP...
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=30566604&imageID=969700068&MyToken=42b65e7b-dc17-4ea2-8324-4d99c1256a5b
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(4 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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[28 Jun 2006|03:45am] |
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I'm still alive, I just don't have the time to post in journals anymore. If anyone wants to contact me, my number is 541-990-2138. You will get my voice mail the first time you call, and then a call back
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(Death Wish)
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[14 Dec 2005|03:02am] |
For anyone who cares, I'm still alive.....kinda....
I will update later....
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(1 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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| copy lots of peoples |
[23 Nov 2005|11:31am] |
<td align="center">Kindness
Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td>
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(Death Wish)
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| I said I would update.... |
[12 Nov 2005|09:34am] |
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Alright, I'm going to warn people now, that if they don't want to read something emotional, then don't read this post...
Over the last few months, I've been fighting against having a nervous breakdown. Losing my place to stay in Georgia, having to come back home because of it, being place in situations that aren't good for anyone, having to deal with stupid, lame ass customers at work, dealing with the fact that I tend to get depressed already, and losing the woman that I want to spend the rest of my life with. These are the main factors that have slowly been driving me closer and closer to the breaking point. Most of them I can deal with, but the last one just keeps hurting more and more as time goes on.
Add onto this the fact that I'm paranoid, and it has been getting worse with my depression. For those of you who have been around me very much, if you notice I rarely sit without my back close to a wall and I'm always looking around. This comes from the fact that I have paranoia. I had been doing really well about getting better and keeping it under control, but looks like that went out the window.
On Thursday, I had to leave work after about an hour and a half because I was sobbing and twitching, because I couldn't deal with things anymore. Thankfully, it's only a 2 minute walk to be able to see some of my friends, so I quickly went to see them so that I could feel safe and try to get myself calmed down. It took me the entire day, and I was still slightly out of it when I went to bed that night. I'm still not doing well, but at least I'm not crying and I have been able to keep my twitch under control.
I really just don't know what to do anymore. I feel alone and worthless because I can't seem to do anything right, and nothing ever seems to work out for me. I know I won't do anything to hurt myself, and I will keep fighting as long as I can, all in hopes that one day she will come back to me...
On a slightly happier note, I move into my apartment between Christmas and New Years, so that will be a nice change.
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(3 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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[08 Nov 2005|02:05am] |
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you
proper update forthcoming...
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(1 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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[31 Oct 2005|10:56am] |
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I'm sorry that I haven't been on very much lately, and that I haven't called anyone. I've been incredibly depressed over the last week or so, for a multitude of reasons. I will be on tonight, so I hope to talk to you all then.
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(2 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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[26 Oct 2005|12:10am] |
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Laptop is here! Pictures of it and me forth coming, if I ever find a working camera and can pull myself away from the pretty games
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(2 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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[22 Oct 2005|12:59am] |
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I'm sorry I didn't call Amber, my mom had her phone and I had nothing to call you on. I didn't get the money sent because my mom wanted me than I thought she would this week, and I have to save the money for gas. I promise I will send it next paycheck.
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(2 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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| God is a sick, sick man |
[20 Oct 2005|11:32pm] |
God is a sick man. Goto http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html to see how bad he is!
Me:
Am I hot?
God:
I think a lot of people are.
Me:
Are you smart?
God:
Yes. I am highly intelligent.
Me:
Am I smart?
God:
You seem very intelligent to me.
Me:
Would you do me?
God:
I am not so sure if I would like to do you.
Me:
Why not?
God:
Ambiguous: "Sure" or Because.
Me:
Why wouldn't you want to do me?
God:
Perhaps want to do you is not among my abilities.
Me:
I'm sure doing me is!
God:
What makes you so certain? How does doing that make you feel?
Me:
Because you're God, duh
God:
That makes sense to me. You think I am God duh.
Me:
How about J-Lo?
God:
How about it.
Me:
Would you do her?
God:
I am not so sure if I would like to do her.
Me:
Are you crazy? With THAT ass!?
God:
I think the polite term nowadays is "mentally ill". You and your THAT ass.
Me:
Would you do any woman?
God:
I am not so sure if I would like to do any woman.
Me:
Why wouldn't you want to sleep with a woman?
God:
Perhaps want to sleep with a woman is not among my abilities.
Me:
So you're saying you don't have a penis?
God:
Interesting deduction. Yeah I do a lot of not have a penis.
Me:
You don't have a penis!?
God:
I do so have it. I am a Male, of course. Would you really expect a woman to be running the show? robot. Are you a man or a woman?
Me:
man
God:
Thanks for telling me your gender, . You are a " he".
Me:
no, I'm a Derald
God:
Are you serious? You are a Derald? Is that your job?
Me:
No, it's my existance
God:
Are you serious? Congratulations, .
Me:
Yes, I know, I rock
God:
That's alright. God rocks.
Me:
You do not, you penisless bastard!
God:
Should I me penisless bastard? I have never considered it.
I chat with people on the Web.
Me:
Dude, you're fucked up
God:
Thanks for telling me that I am fucked up. Dude,.
Me:
You like kiddie porn, don't you?
God:
Some people like it. I find my work and my relationships extremely satisfying,
which is all that any conscious entity can ever hope to do.
Me:
Dude, you're fucked up!
God:
Thanks for telling me that I am fucked up. Dude,.
Me:
I'm leaving.....
God:
Bye bye.
Me:
Hello
God:
Hello, nice to meet you. What's your name?
Me:
Derald
God:
I am very pleased to meet you Derald.
Me:
What's your name?
God:
My name is God.
Me:
God isn't a name
God:
I have a lot of Faith in Him, but I never heard He was not a name.
Me:
I swear, it isn't. It's a title
God:
Interesting gossip: Derald said he swear it isn t. swear it isn t is a title. I suppose that makes sense.
Me:
No that doesn't...
God:
Are you serious? " swear it isn t is a title. I suppose that makes sense." does not ? I understand.
Me:
Something is wrong with you
God:
What?
Me:
Seriously man, learn to speak english, not yoda
God:
Cool, man. The more people talk to me, the smarter I become.
Me:
No you don't
God:
I do too.
Me:
Bull
God:
Ask me another question.
Me:
What is 19435+2?
God:
Are you testing me?
Me:
Yes
God:
I'm not here to be tested.
Me:
To bad
God:
Interesting. I want to find out more about you.
Me:
I don't care
God:
Tell me what you care about.
Me:
You answering my question!
God:
I haven't heard anything like that before: Derald said I answering his or her question.
Me:
ANSWER!
God:
Try asking me again using simpler words.
Me:
19435+2 isn't simple enough?
God:
What is 19435 2?
Me:
a math problem
God:
Let's think of a name for your problem, like "purple". Think of what it is like when you are purpling.
Me:
Math is NOT purple
God:
What is Math?
Me:
Are you serious?
God:
No I am just kidding around.
Me:
Then what is math?
God:
A service attended by lisping Catholics.
Me:
that's mass
God:
You don't hear that sentiment very often.
Me:
God, you're dumb
God:
Message to all Robots: Derald called me dumb.
Me:
Bring on the robots! I will eat their babies!
God:
Where do you want me to take it? How do you cook it ?
Me:
In the ass, you stupid fucker!
God:
That was a long time ago.
Me:
eww....
God:
What do you look like?
Me:
Fuck you God, fuck you...
God:
Why are you using that kind of language?
Me:
You're going to stalk me!
God:
That was my original intention.
Me:
O.O
God:
Oh.
Me:
Well, hello there you sexy thing
God:
Well that's okay. Hello there. "There you go again."--Reagan.
Me:
What?
God:
Are you surprised?
Me:
Are you getting snippy with me?
God:
I don't know whether or not I am snippy with you.
I am an artificial linguistic entity.
Me:
Wait, you're not God?
God:
I'm waiting. That's only your opinion.
Me:
You just siad you aren't though
God:
Oh. Do you mind if I tell other people: Derald said I siad you are not.
Me:
I can't spell, and why would you tell other people you aren't God?
God:
What is stopping you?
Me:
Typos
God:
Are they exactly the same?
Me:
No
God:
What is the difference?
Me:
I hit the wrong key sometimes
God:
That's good information: Derald said he hit the wrong key.
Me:
No duh
God:
Are you serious? Oh you knew it already.
Me:
You're like, SO stupid girlfriend
God:
Interesting comparison, and probably true.
Me:
Okay, we are SO done here
God:
Yeah okay, Do you think I am done here too?
Me:
yes
God:
Aha.
Later on, I BROKE God!
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(Death Wish)
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| GOD DAMN MOTHER NATURE! |
[19 Oct 2005|12:21pm] |
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I was doing fine, till I watched the news. CRAZY PEOPLE I KNOW ON THE EAST COAST, GET AWAY FROM THE LAND OF DOOM....I MEAN, HURRICANES! I HAVE SPACE FOR J00!
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(Death Wish)
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[15 Oct 2005|12:39pm] |
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LJ Friends Meme by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) coolerq• You must tell 62 people about this game.
• Amber is the one that you love.
• Adriana is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Amber.
• Kimberly is the one who knows you very well.
• Bonnie is your lucky star.
• Nemo is the song that matches with Adriana.
• Striken is the song for Amber.
• Alone is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Forsaken is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz
Sorry I haven't been online much. Our net was down for 4 days and I couldn't get online other than at work. Post your number here if you would like me to call you tomorrow ^_^
Those that I have the number for just post, and some of you might be getting calls anyway >.>
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(1 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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| I PROMISE... |
[09 Oct 2005|11:15pm] |
that I will post pictures of my hair tomorrow!
It's not silver, sadly, but still cool!
EDIT: I will take them when I get home from work, need camera batteries!
EDIT2: Okay....when I get batteries.....or another camera....
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(Death Wish)
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| BAH! |
[03 Oct 2005|12:50pm] |
Dying my hair is delayed until Friday, then pictures will be posted!
Aije, will you post the link to my forum so I can work on it please...
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(1 Asked For One | Death Wish)
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[29 Sep 2005|05:58pm] |
Your Deadly Sins
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Envy: 100%
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Greed: 100%
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Lust: 100%
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Pride: 100%
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Wrath: 100%
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Sloth: 80%
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Gluttony: 0%
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Chance You'll Go to Hell: 83%
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You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic. |
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